I know you give it because it gives you joy & gradually you convince yourself that all these things make them happy because they have won the departure. The Only Person I’m Really Scared Of Is Myself That Bitch Is Crazy Shirt! But this is where you go wrong, you expect them to admit what they have never taken seriously. Your efforts for them do not seem to be the reason they give thanks by considering it all as obvious.
Growing up we are often taught More than you give more than you get but the thing we forget is that it doesn’t work in the real world. The Only Person I’m Really Scared Of Is Myself That Bitch Is Crazy Shirt! People leave even if you end up giving them everything they want, they start taking advantage of you by taking advantage of you to be good. When we give away so much, we forget that when we do that we stop valuing ourselves, we start living for them instead of living for ourselves. Our life revolves around them & if they leave, we will eventually break.
I know it makes you feel confused and hurt. The Only Person I’m Really Scared Of Is Myself That Bitch Is Crazy Shirt! You can’t understand why others don’t care about you or why they don’t acknowledge what you’re doing and you start blaming yourself but let me tell you, they’ll leave when they want & nothing can stop them. They know it kills you, then watch it break you and they don’t care. You put them first, they put themselves first and they win and you have left, broken, nothing to give.